Heartbreak

This is the first time in my whole life where I have actually felt heart broken. I lost my best friend, my soul mate, and my other half. My future, OUR future has just completely went down the drain. All because of some weird phase you are in right now. I hope you realize what you are doing. And how bad you are hurting me. And that one day you will be so thankful that I didn’t give up on us like you did. And you are going to regret ever ending things. Breaking our relationship. You are not the person I fell in love with. You are a complete stranger but I am willing to wait and to give you time because I know you, I know us, and I know you are worth it. I have faith in us. I know in my heart that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You are so amazing to me and we have grown so much together. It pains me so bad to hear you tell me it’s time to let go. I don’t fully understand all of your reasoning but I’m trying. For you. For us. And I will keep trying because I know how happy we have been before. I just wish it wasn’t so hard to deal with. I am already going through more than I ever thought I would and you are the one person I thought I could always count on. One day I know we will find our way and you will realize what you want. I just hope you know that things are never going to be the same and we have to crawl till we can walk and eventually run. I am such a strong believer in that everything happens for a reason and that one day we will understand what that reason is. But for now, you need time. You need space. You need to figure out what you want. So for now I will let go. Not of you. But of this perfect relationship that I have in my mind. I just want you. In any way. And I will focus on that and stay positive and show you I am positive. I will pray every day that you come back and when that day comes, it will be the best day of my life. It will be a new beginning and I’m excited for that. I want to feel new again…

"How do you look at the girl you love and tell yourself its time to walk away?"


The Vow. 

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